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A 2018 year in review...

So it's my last day as a 44 year old and as I did last year thought I'd relate my thoughts.  - Just as last year...the last 365 days I've become more a part of this amazing family.  All my life I've wanted to be a Dad...and while I've been calling myself a 'pseudo custodial adult' since I got here in 2015...this year I truly called myself "bonus Dad".  Nicholasn and Sandra along with Wendy and I make a great unit really dedicated to these kids.  I call them my kids...and I hope to God they understand that doesn't mean I'm trying to replace anyone...but just that the love and true hope I have for them would be what I'd have for any blood child I could have had.  This family that God has blessed me with has been an amazing part of my life and I can't wait to make it official this year.  - I've now been engaged almost a full year to the best partner anyone could hope for.  It's not totally easy all the time.  We're not ...