Open letter to my Mom
Dear Mommy; It's hard to believe it's been over 2 months since you had to go. It's been a major adjustment for us all...even though for three out of the four months before you left...you weren't at home. That last month though...man did we live. It was a great moment made up of many great moments. I'm beyond thankful you were here for that. You're still missed. There isn't a day that goes by that you don't enter my thoughts or your name doesn't come out of my lips. Dad and I are slowly making progress on the apartment. He cleaned a lot of your room yesterday...reorganized the closet you shared and I think it gave him some peace. He got a new chair...and it's really nice. He's hurting deep still though...(as we all are)...and that's obvious. He's not overwhelmingly 'emo'...but there's a pain behind his eyes. He misses his partner...and in some ways his brain. He's not sure yet which way he wants to go with ...