Ramblings, Incoherent Thought and Family

So this is it. It's the eve of my last day working from home for UniteU. Tomorrow at 2:00 I go and meet my COO for my exit interview..turn in my keys and badge and stun gun and call it a day. Yet tonight...I'm a bit fearful. Throughout my 15 year career...I've had jobs and opportunities. I started out falling into computers once I realized that retail was NOT my calling. I believe God Himself gave me the talent for this. In the last 15 years I've learned more by trial and error than by book learnin'. When I married Deb...I started at a job where I worked for 16 months...and I remember being amazed by that. Then I had to kinda fart around till I fell into 5LINX where I stayed for over 2 years...and again was amazed. When I left there it was HARD to do. Even though I knew it was right. The CEO didn't like me for any number of reasons...and I was underpaid. So then I started at UniteU. The first three months I HATED it. I kept trying to go BACK to 5LINX...I was a s...

I don't do this often...but I'm going to say it. I'm sorry. To my family whom I offended with my previous post...I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done it here in a public forum. It was wrong of me to do so and I am truly sorry. I only hope you can forgive me. Thanks for reading...

Family Drama. For me it's as comfortable as an old blanket...or a losing record out of Buffalo. It's one of those things you can COUNT on to always be there for you. It seems like though all of a sudden I'm drowning in it and frankly...I personally am tired of it. There's other stuff going on...but I think today the camel's back broke and I just HAVE to write. I have a cousin...and they posted this: "Now I know why I seclude myself from the drama & ppl around me who say theyre my family". They go on to state how they're upset because apparently one of their siblings and another cousin friended their ex on facebook. Now this cousin of mine has moved on with their life. They have a relationship with someone...bought a house (or at least have moved into one) and they have two great kids. I'm not going to say who's side I'm on. The fact is to me..blood is thicker than water and at the end of the day I side with family (it doesn't hurt t...